Tuesday, June 30, 2009
i've learnt that r/s always results badly.
it creates an awkwardness b/w both parties, causing friendships to be forfeited.
for that few months of happiness,
losing friends are not worth it.
maybe it's because no past r/s have ever lasted long.
but i don't want to lose another friend.
i also realise that i don't know how to react, what to do in a r/s.
i just end up screwing everything up, then regretting badly, hiding everything, not telling everyone.
and sometimes i wonder,
when i don't tell anyone my problems, what do they think of me?
i don't trust so much people because i keep thinking that they will just end up telling someone else.
but i still do trust, to an extent.
i think this post is way too personal.
and i think i'm going to cry soon.
and
fuck, it's only the second day of school.
and shit, i said
fuck.ohhshit.
i seriously don't know what to do.
i really don't know how to face you, to handle this.
ohhfuckklahh.
