Wednesday, July 22, 2009
gosh, today was tiring D:
had pe, thank god for the rain ((:
didn't see the eclipse, not like there was any chance of it anyway.
lessons were crappy.
was just falling asleep.
really no mood lah .
left school at two.
cca resumes on friday, and there goes the freedom )):
racial harmony day rocked ((:
i like our class photos (:
nearly cried in class i keep having flashbacks, our memories together after school.
we barely spoke to each other today. and last night, i was just waiting for your message.
but i guess you were to busy messaging someone else.
i really don't know what to do.
i promised myself that i would not look back, will not hold on to you anymore.
but i feel so hurt now; because you never cared in the first place.
and i don't know why i still like you so much.
i think of you everyday, but i don't think you think of me anymore.
i really want you to hold me again, hold me and never let me go.
the only reason i don't want to get into a r/s is because i don't know what you want out of our r/s. i don't know if you really care for me.
all those questions, there's a meaning behind them. your answers, they tell me that you don't care.
you kept saying those three words, but do you really mean them?really no mood these days.
and been feeling tired.
i want to go to the playground!
