Wednesday, July 29, 2009
i really want us to be together,but each time you ask me if we still have a chance together,i just become afraid.afraid of the rumours, of what people will say.being with you, it's like going against everyone.no one approves. and you don't have to endure all those comments made.you don't have to see their looks when i tell them that yes, we're together.disbelief, and then they'll tell me not to be with you.during that one month, this is what i went through.you don't know, you don't care.i didn't care as well.but not anymore.i'm starting to believe them, what they said about you.i didn't expect things to turn out this way today.so long since i last held your hand.and for those few moments of pleasure,i'll have to endure 10x the comments tomorrow.and you? just as carefree.fuck, why am i the one suffering?xuemei, sorry, have blank space again ):
anws, what i type there you also know alr. i'm telling you now, haha (:
i want go my swing ):
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