Tuesday, July 21, 2009
racial harmony day ((:
xuemei never wear costume! ):
sufang borrowed from cheryl yeo, i borrowed from arina (:
messcube is like never together anymore? like always one missing..mood sucked.too tired.and there was four bloody periods of english.was messaging and playing the entire time.very happy that whole class actually wore costumes (:3/7'09 rocks !but mood was kind of spoilt after recess.worried about xuemei, but turns out it was nothing.
then worried about phototaking, like will clash (?)
then worried about ____.
and then worried about piano.
one more month to exam, i'm going to die.
then came home, kept thinking about ~ and mood went all the way down.
maybe it's because i'm too tired.
i thought that i had gotten over you.but then when i see you, now, i really regret my decision.today's phototaking.hurts so much.hurts to know that you won't be holding my hand anymore.hurts to know that now i have no one to lean on,no one to crap to.i feel so dumb, so foolish to think that you'll wait for me.because i thought that giving each other some time away, like a few weeks;will let me think through everything.you said you'll wait for me.to think i was so fucking stupid to have believed you;to have let myself get hurt again.i have not felt so hurt for such a long time. xuemei! i want to go to the playground, with our peach milk teas!
and i miss our walks home!
why you must so busy?? )):
